im sick and tired of those cheap cliches. im tired of being the victim. im tired of being too nice. im tired of having too many soft spot. im tired of having a tirade of emotions.

can i just be the body without a soul nor emotions? can i disappear into the thin air? can i live in this world without empathy nor sympathy? anyway is this the life i wanna live forever? being used up and crushed like a piece of paper which have no value to it. i dont understand it sometimes. and i hate myself not being able to understand it. i kept on crying over spilled milk. but whats the used of it? i had never learned my lesson. i always spare my moments to think about it but i guess it doesn't comes in handy.

i guess being pessimistic about life wont make me go any further. lets smile and shrugged our problems away. laughing have always been my best-est medicine!

on the sidenote, im going to truly and deeply miss all my semester 1 classmates. you people have been great and all those memories that we shared will always be treasured! hope you have a nice holiday and if you were to see me in school dont forget to shout hello alright! =) love you all so much. Loads of Love from me! muacks~!

would it make any difference is i say i like you? yet again i guess it will never happened. smiles*